A Corridor Where You Are

I remember the time when I was teaching at one of companies running in education field in Makassar. The company held the motivational training for all tutors. That time I was very energetic, full of ideas, had many targets and dreams. When the session of asking questions began, I asked a question to the trainer about capacities of woman. I had many things to do, but my religion has limitations. That's the point of my question. Then I got a brilliant answer from him, "Are you really doing the best in what corridor you are now? He smiled. I could not answer it.

Now I rethink about myself. Perhaps, it is somewhat like Scarlet Johanson's life in Nanny Diary. Every human has certain spaces in his/her life. The moment when people really do not know where to begin. I am not stuck in one condition. It is just something I have to do. Hmm, I babysit. My niece parents are working. My mom cannot hold the situation alone. She is overwhelmed. She asked me to stay beside her for a moment and helps her to nurse the fussy baby. She is very fussy, loves crying, but those are good premonitions that someday she will be clever.

Life is a process not a result. Have I really done the best in my corridor now? I don't think so. I still have many responsibilities and cannot responsible for them well. I also realize that today's life, people of the ages of me are supposed to work or make money on her own. I trust Allah has created beautiful plans of my life. At least, I don't just stay at home. I still do something. Love is totality. I am trying to love where corridor I am now. Allah sees the process not the result. 

So whoever does an atom's weight of good will see it, (Q.S Az Zalzalah:7)

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